so i'm in a country entirely alone entirely away from where i'm not alone and everythings oooook

i think i have a beer belly. this is problematic.

the juxtaposition of my obsession with the possible beer belly and being in a country so entirely different from the country of origin although i've been here before so much before i'm almost not surpirsed upon my arrival...is kinda insane.

i miss the smell of my room and the smell of d in the morning

but other than that

i'm oook. not good. but ok.

my eyes are almost closed....