i'm obsessing.

completely fuckin obsessing. i don't know why...and i don't know what it is yet. but i think i have some weird strange, the old woman in requiem for a dream obsession thing with dylan...

he's just sooooooooo attractive, and not attractive like attractive attractive, not at all like the attractive my mother uses in the same sentence as "courting" kinda funny like, but kinda like rare earth magnets...attractive.

i mean me to him, i suppose not him to me, not even HIM but the creations that pour (poured?) the freak outta him...

and if i understand simon correctly, my current source for nerdy nerdy magnetism...magnetism is a phenomenon by which materials assert an attractive or repulsive force on other materials. magnetic dipoles or magnetic moments can often result on the atomic scale due to the movements of electrons. each electron has magnetic moments that originate from two sources. the first is the orbital motion of the electron around the nucleus. this motion can be considered as a current loop, resulting in a magnetic moment along its axis of rotation. the second source of electronic magnetic moment is due to a quantum mechanical property called spin.

and dylan man, is makin me SPIN.

quantumly, mechnically, all fuzzily i mean...